At least he lives in the USA. At least he doesn't live in another country / continent. So I guess that's one positive way to look at it. But... He still lives super far away. Which is a shame, because I'm actually craving his presence. It would be really nice to snuggle with someone.
SIX Dirt Bikes. Damn. That's a pretty impressive collection.
D'awww.
D'awww.
His "Fox Racing" Dirt Bike Riding Gear.
D'awww.
This is the hat that he's going to give me. Eeeeep!!
I suddenly appreciate the color blue SO MUCH MORE.
Plus, he looks PHENOMENAL in a suit. Damn.
This is incredibly embarrassing, but also incredibly flattering and sweet. He decided to use one of my photos, as his wallpaper, on his phone. So that's an amazing feeling.
I think it's amazing that he prefers old school music, compared to newer stuff. His favorite song is "Mr. Lonely" by Bobby Vinton. He loves The Beatles and Johnny Cash. And we both agree that Mozart is amazing. Which then made me bring up Falco's "Rock Me, Amadeus" song, which was about Mozart. The entire song was in German, except for the "Rock Me, Amadeus" chorus part. When I was a kid, I used to be completely obsessed with that song. Anyway... It's nice to know that he's into older stuff. I mean, he's into me. And I'm pretty old. He's a young man with classier tastes.
I also think it's amazing that he hasn't once been perverted towards me. If he's been thinking dirty thoughts, he's never mentioned them. Which makes him a complete gentleman. And completely respectful, too. Most of my photos have cleavage visible. And when we're on video call, my boobs are ALWAYS on display. Which honestly isn't intentional, whatsoever. But the angle I have to hold the phone at, for the video call? It's kind of impossible to not have my boobs out. Unless I covered myself up with a blanket. Or if I was wearing a t-shirt, instead of a tank top. The point is, he's never once been disrespectful or perverted. He's always been incredibly gentleman-like. Which I absolutely adore. He always talks about how much he wishes he could be here, to cuddle with me and kiss me. And he always says that he feels like "Mr. Lonely", whenever we're not talking.
I sent him a bubble envelope, on Wednesday. It had one of my glow-in-the-dark black scorpion necklaces, a VERY SMALL spray vial of my body spray ("Love Struck" by Sexual Fantasies), and a handwritten letter. The bubble envelope was pretty big. And the stuff was pretty small. I wish I had more stuff to send him, but that was all I could think about. He told me that he used to have a pet scorpion, years ago. So I wanted to send him the glow-in-the-dark scorpion necklace. And he keeps telling me that he wishes he could smell me, because he bets I smell amazing. So I wanted to send him a sample of my body spray. I think it smells pretty good, so HOPEFULLY he likes the way I smell.
When we went on video call, last night, he was practically falling asleep. I kept telling him, "You need to get to bed. You need to wake up at 5am for work. I'll be here tomorrow. You need your sleep." He kept closing his eyes. I kept laughing hysterically. I kept saying, "SEE?! You DO need your sleep!! You keep closing your eyes!!" His excuse? "I'm just blinking. The video call keeps freezing, whenever I blink." Which caused me to laugh even more hysterically. Which caused him to laugh hysterically. And then I'd say, "SEE?! You're closing your eyes again!!" And he'd say, "NO!! My eyes are open!!" And I'd say, "I've seen Asian people that had their eyes open more than you." Which caused him to laugh even more hysterically. Eventually, he finally went to bed. But it was his turn to end the video call. And he wasn't happy about that.
I really enjoy seeing his face and hearing his voice. He's the first person that has actually WANTED to see me and talk to me as much as possible. It feels good to feel wanted. It still feels weird that there's a 7-year age gap between us, though. It would be completely fine if he was older than me. But me being older than him...? That'll take some time to get used to. I'm not sure if we'll ever "get together" or if we'll ever meet. I don't know what will happen, to be honest. We're still just "talking". But, for the time being, I'm going to cherish what we have. And even if nothing happens, at least he did his best to make me happy. So I'll always appreciate his efforts.
Plus, my parents would absolutely LOVE him. If we got together, of course.
On a completely unrelated topic...
My father comes back home, today. I'm really excited!! I've missed my father so much!! His flight goes from California to Arizona. Then from Arizona to Florida. So I asked him if he could get me a souvenir, from Arizona. If he does, it'll be even more special.
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