Yesterday, I was REALLY moody. Over something so small. But... I turned it into a huge deal. And then I spent the rest of the day EXTREMELY upset and grumpy.
What was the issue...? My boyfriend forgot to send me a good morning message.
And I KNOW it sounds really silly. But it felt weird. He broke a routine that I had gotten so used to. I liked waking up to good morning messages from him. And when he didn't send me one, I felt... Neglected. Like I was being ignored or forgotten. Or like he didn't want to talk to me. I don't know.
My poor boyfriend had to deal with my attitude. He's at work, outside in the heat, dealing with my moody text messages. He's texting me and telling me how perfect I am. And I respond back by saying, "You should get back to work." Which is far from loving and far from affectionate. And I could FEEL myself being moody. And I couldn't stop it. And I started to uncontrollably bawl my eyes out. Because I knew I was upsetting him. And I didn't want to upset him. And I didn't want him to be upset with me.
I was just a HUGE mess.
Over not getting a good morning message...
But despite all of that, he handled my moody text messages VERY well. It didn't really seem to phase him. He knew I was moody, yes. But he was still doing his best to cheer me up. When I finally calmed down, I told him, "I was shocked by how well you were handling my mood." And he said, "Of course, love. I'm your boyfriend. I'm going to be here for you. No matter what."
When I finally mellowed myself out... I was pretty horny.
So THEN my poor boyfriend had to deal with my VERY sexual text messages. Keep in mind, this poor guy is incredibly shy. The sex topic is still a pretty touchy subject. Though he has gotten more comfortable with it. Before, he wouldn't even talk about it. But now...? He's okay with it. But still shy about it. Anyway... He had to deal with my super horny text messages. I was telling him that I can't wait until I can give him a blowjob. And I was telling him that I hope he cums a lot, because I want to swallow as much of him as possible. And I was telling him that I want him inside of me. And I was telling him that I wanted him to cum inside of me, a lot. And I was telling him that if I wore lipstick, his penis would be covered in red. And it just kept going on and on.
I'm pretty sure he was wondering what the Hell was wrong with me. Going from super moody to super horny. I don't even know. Ughhh...
Frustrated with "Elder Scrolls Online"...
His smile melts my heart.
HE'S SO TINY!!!
SO TINY!!!
But also SO HANDSOME!!!
The teddy bear I sent him!!!
Cuddling with my teddy bear!!!
Cuddling with my teddy bear!!!
Cuddling with my teddy bear!!!
My love also found a loophole...
I can't be upset with him or mad at him, when he falls asleep cuddling with the teddy bear I sent him. So now whenever he's tired, he PURPOSELY falls asleep cuddling with my teddy bear. JUST SO I CAN'T BE UPSET WITH HIM OR MAD AT HIM!!!
He's such a cutie, though.
Ughhh...
STOP IT!!!
HOW CAN I BE UPSET WITH YOU OR MAD AT YOU, FOR FALLING ASLEEP ON VIDEO CALL, WHEN YOU DO CUTE STUFF LIKE THIS?!
Also... Stephen's cousin is going to Colorado, for a weekend, in November. I guess he's going to see his ex-girlfriend or something. And Stephen can't work on job sites WITHOUT his cousin there. So he said that if his cousin really does go to Colorado, in November, then he'll come to see me again.
And then I asked if he could visit me, in December, for my birthday. And he said that he'll try his hardest to. I'm thinking that could be my birthday present, from my parents, since I don't know what else to ask for.
So if all goes well... I'll be seeing him in August (Definitely), November (Possibly), AND December (Hopefully). Which would be absolutely amazing.
I'll eventually get around to visiting him. Probably not until next year, though. For the time being, it looks like he wants to visit me. Which is fine with me and my family. So everything is all good.
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