I think being in love with someone is an amazing feeling. Especially when that person is also in love with you. I've never been loved before. But this man... He loves me. He genuinely and sincerely loves me. Even on my bad days. Even when I'm being a brat and overreacting about stupid stuff that doesn't even matter. Instead of giving up on me and leaving me, he does his best to calm me down and make me feel loved and wanted. He makes me so happy. I just hope I'm capable of making him as happy as he makes me.
And despite me being a fat girl, he's not "settling" with me. Let's be honest: He's a very handsome, young man. If he wanted someone local, he could EASILY be with someone local. But the fact that he's with me, his family and friends know about me, and our relationship is pretty much PLASTERED all over Facebook? He's not embarrassed or ashamed to be seen with me. And he keeps talking about how much he wants to take BILLIONS of photos together, when he visits next month. And we always talks about getting married, one day. I've ALWAYS wanted to get married. But I've never talked about marriage with someone. My exes weren't exactly marriage material, to be honest. And we always talk about having kids, after we get married. I've never wanted kids. EVER. But if I do have kids, I really hope it's with him. He would make a wonderful husband and a wonderful father. He loves me. And the only type of "settling" he's doing with me is "settling DOWN" with me. And I look forward to spending forever with this man.
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